Stronger Than Before
And now, i want to share about love life. If someone falling in love they can't control themselves and they will think they are the happiest person in this world. You always think about him, you always smile and blushing if he reply your message. Yeah, i feel that too. It feels like a crazy but that's true.
I love someone and i didn't know from when i'm fallin' in love with him. I never ever think i will love him and you know? i loved him without except. I didn't know what i think in that time, distance and time separated us but i feel okay about that. One day he confess me, in that time i think i'm the happiest girl in this world. hahha crazy. Day by day i've spent just with a smile, love and i just waiting him to back to here, but, unfortunately he break up me before one month. I still believe with him and i think we break up because we busy each other. I always make up my mind to think positive, always make the wrong to be right, i still believe and believe. Time flies so fast, i know he will come back to here, but i try to didn't know anything. I promise to myself if he didn't talk to me if he back i'll forget him.
He come back to Indonesia and the day he back i meet him because i'll meet my friend. Silly me, i still believe if he will search me, he just busy. I still try to contact with him because i didn't want lose contact with him. And after a few days i didn't contact again with him.
I put my big trust, believe, love but he never ever give attention about that. He break my trust, break my heart to a little piece. He never know about that i think. He forget about his promise, he just can speak but never give action about that. He never know what will happen because what he do. Desperated? Yes. Hate? Yes. I HATE him most, after i know he get a relationship with someone again.
and do you know? I just learn to didn't hate him try to forgive him now. Thanks for make me more stronger than before :) I give a huge appreciation for this. I trust God have someone better to me. Just never look back and love like you never been hurt
Love,
Calvina Adrilia
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